Wake up the world so you know what ur doing.

My name is Meisha i go to Taylorsville High im finally a Senior. I have alot of friends both from T-Ville and also from Murray so yeah i love playing the violin, piano kinda don't know the bottom keys but, thats ok.So yeah!

11.26.2007

Question Time!!

Sorry that im copying Nathan and Spencer but this is the time to ask me any questions you want.. And dying to know.. I need to keep my mind of the whole job thing so you only have tomorrow and wednesday and then it's done with all the questions.

Disapointment on getting Jobs!

Today i was sapose to hear from Borders to see if i got the job. So i called Borders myself and the person i talked went to check for me and then came back to the phone and said that they'll call tonight if i get the job. But i didn't get a phone call.. That was the second job that didn't want me to work. I called Bath & Body Works before i called Borders in case i got the job at Bath & Body Works but they said they already found their employee's ; ( So i am gonna admit online that i did tear up alot. But i think this happens to alot of people that dont get jobs.. But me i got turned down twice in one night.. I feel like i let myslef down by not doing a good job at either job Interviews...

;(

11.23.2007

Black Friday..And earlier this week job interviews..

Well i will get to the basics. About the Job Interviews.. Last Saturday My mom and i went over to Fashion Place Mall so i could fill out job applications so i filled out a job application at Aeropostale, Hallmark, Clairs, Bath and Body Works, American Eagle, And many more.. So on Sunday i recieved a phone call from Borders to set a date for a interview so i had one on Wednesday.. But on moday after class i went over to the mall to turn in my applications at Bath and body and American Eagle and Clairs since i didn't have time to at the mall. So i had a two interviews on Monday the first one was at Bath and Body Works and i felt like i connected as friends with the Co-Manager so she gave me a paper which was another interview which was on the phone so i did that when i got home. Then I went to Hallmark and i didn't really have a interview and they would've given me the job flat out and they really wouldn't work with my school hours. So thats why. Then one wednesday i went to my interview at Borders and they said that if i get the job then they will call by Monday. But this is gonna be hard because Bath and body said that i might recieve a phone call if i get that job so i will have to choose which one i really want..But all of my interview were five,ten minutes long..

Now on the topic of Black Friday. Well every year since i can remember my mom always goes shopping on Black Friday's so this was my second year to go and our first stop was Wal-Mart my mom and i left the condo at around 12:15am and arrived at walmart at 12:25am where we met up with my grandma and aunts. And everyone wants to get the video game of the Wii so yeah and me my cousins Tori, Jillian, and Helen were first up at the Digital DVD Players and the cases so we were there for a full six hours it was so hectic i hated every waiting moment of it when i was asking my mom to take me home and she wouldn't.So it was finally the time we got everything and this place was so crowded and then we went to Mervyn's and then breakfest then last stop Sears and then home my mom didn't really buy anything at the other places except walmart and that was it then i slept in until 3pm.And im still tired.
Well thats it for now.

11.12.2007

What can i do to help him?

Hey i know that i haven't been posting latley but i've been busy with School (Barbering/Cosmetology,Institute).. It's a whole lotta fun but kinda hard work and way long hours.Anyways another reason why i haven't been posting for awhile is because im goin through some family problems.. To keep the long story short last wednesday morning and this morning i woke up with my dad yelling, screaming that he wants to commit suicide.. Yeah scary i know.. Basically i have no idea what to do except, if it happens one more time im gonna tell my old and new Bishop. Old Bishop from old ward and New Bishop because we moved during the summer and i really dont feel comfortable in this new ward neither does my mom. I mean, isnt some wards sapose to greet you when you are a new family in the ward..?
And basically i dont like my Bishop and im sorry to say that but, it's true. I feel like this new Bishop ignores me, i mean because he's talked and said hi to both my parents but not me. Anyways i really want to help my dad but i really dont know what to do except for what i just told you. And if that doesnt help i can call the suicide hotline. And so basically i've had awhole lotta drama this past month. And my mom thinks that my dad is saying that for attention but i really dont think so. And im sorry about this post being so dramatic and kinda sad but i couldn't hold it in much longer it's been eatin me up inside. And i know this is probably not true but whenever he saids that i feel like i have no one to go to and that no one cares. but i guess its ok.. Im sorry for this post of my blog but i really need some advice that i can get the more the better.
And anyways i hope that i can get some comments and advice soon.
And my apologizes for this sad post.